Vibes

Time management is so crucial now. When I look at my plannings, most of them require me to take the first initiative. I am glad I went to the gym today. Will probably go again tomorrow since it is my last month for my package plan. I am sure I will miss it but I gotta save money heh. I believe I still lack the confidence in myself. I think it's all about the timing. Anyway I am ranting it all. I would like to go to bed early. I kinda doubt that I would feel the sore of tomorrow. Back to work was pretty routine like. Classes will commence next week. I honestly do dread the distance and driving but then again I am absolutely blessed to be able to have a car to drive, money for fuel and a job. It is time to really think about the future. Whatever I do now has their own consequences. I pray that the year of 2017 treats me well. I love my family, friends and life. 

Chinese New Year

To start my chinese new year break, it all started with a party in kindergarten. I would say it was nice considering it was my first time celebrating this festive occasion with the children. However, they were quite naughty so you could say my energy was drained out. I am happy though to be able to receive my pay early hehe. I really love wearing my new cheongsam as well. So here is a picture of the six year olds. They look cute and innocent mhm. 

Just two days ago, my family and I went down to Lot 10 to have the food in the Japan store by Isetan. Honestly, the food was excellent, very tasty and presentable. Since my dad loves taking pictures, I shall use it here because memories right? Lel. Idc. Experience is everything.

Much awks.

My cute adorable loving fam

*ugh* *yes*

Besides the amazing food, my mom and I went to Shoopen which is a korea shoe store! Love it there and mom purchased a new pair of active wear for me. I am so thankful. I understand that I have to aim higher and work harder for my standard of living. Which means I would need to start work a.s.a.p. Also, the pictures below are what had happened today! I went over to Ceymone's house for the second day of CNY. I absolutely adore her. She's the best and one of a kind. I wish nothing but happiness. Here are some joyful pictures hehe.

*hugs*

Day 2 : "Bershka" girl + Colorpop red lippie "Mama"

Chill out

I really need to chill. Like calm the eff down. First week of class was normal. It feels pretty much routine. I have the feeling I would get busy pretty soon. My holidays as to sum up was fulfilled. Going back to class makes me feel thankful that I am each step closer to gaining more knowledge and insight on my practice. Not to say that I miss the work but I am eager to learn more. Totally not missing the traffic and long hours in the jam. It took me a single hour just to reach back home, can you imagine my fear to see that my petrol bar is so low? Besides, it has been raining quite heavily. I hope that the notes will be distributed soon on BB. And as for my results, I am a lil anxious to know what they are. I honestly can't believe that it has been a full week since my birthday and those parties and hangouts I went out with. Now I have to go for dinner with my parents pretty soon. Moreover, had my nails done with my mom at Bubble Gum Nail. See you! x

Twenty One

Fire in the Sky event probably was one of the most enjoyable events ever. I loved how there were workouts and a party after that even though I didnt stay for long. However, I managed to make new friends and meet the same ones which is Kira. It was a combination of two workouts ; Fire Yoga and Fireworks which was like a H.I.I.T workout, love it. To be honest, it was really tough. The very next day or night itself, I pretty much died. Like my legs were all wobbly and muscles aching. Had a salad pasta with balsamic vinegar, berries juice from Life Juice Co and a beer. I really hope events like these will continue to appear in the future. The setting was awesome. Here are just two pictures which are worth. 

My 21st birthday itself, my dear friend Mei Ting spent the entire morning and afternoon with me. We initially planned to go for a kickboxing class in Atria but it looked kinda awkward since many people were there so nay. We went to Chi Fitness instead, thank goodness I have a membership card. Besides, we made the impromptu plan to check out "Breakfast Thieves" which was a cafe in Bangsar. Worth the hype? Yes. Is food good? Yes. Pricey? Yes. Tada.

<3

Tada

Mandatory

I had the french toast and mei had the savoury salmon potato thing. Pretty good and so filling.

I will never forget your kindness, sweet friend.

Babeeeee

I love this so much. She makes my day.

A lil while after that, we headed to Pulp, a cafe next to the breakfast thieves and this coffee is the bomb, we chilled and spent time telling each other stories and talking bout life.

Yesterday night with Jessica @ Publika. We had apple cider beer lel. She treated me to some moo cow ice cream. In the afternoon, we had Fat Boy burgers. It was nice!

21 years of age bruhhh. Bye. 

Second week of the year

It has been such a productive and eventful week really. Thank goodness it is Friday! I had a lovely day really. La La land was nice. Salted popcorn is nice. Dinner is nice. Family is excellent <3 anyway, work is as per usual but I carried out some of the lessons. Better learnt on how to manage children's behaviour; one is to not raise your voice because children will not be able to listen to what you're saying because it's too loud. Shadowing does not help either, well for this specific class anyway. I do believe that there are better ways to teach a child if he or she is unable to cope with the question or instruction given. I guess as a practitioner, it is really important to have the creativity and imagination as to put yourself in the child's shoes to their level of understanding. I really do enjoy what I am doing though even if there is more work to do. But it makes it more uplifting, to really really be able to hold the position of an assistant educator teaching the children. Moving on, I have had time to spend time with most of my friends. The past Tuesday, I went down to IMU to chill with Felice and Vicky at the "Go Getter" cafe which had a really nice lunch set. Feeling really blessed to have a friendship like that. We still remain close at heart and are able to share things openly. I truly appreaciate and love that so so so much. Moving on, Wednesday, I hung out with Des. It was cool chill at "Aether" cafe. Just catching up on what we were up to but I guess some things have changed. Oh well. Met up with my mom in OU that day too to have dinner at Pasta Zanmai. I really do love spending time with my mom. She means so much to me. I know very well that she takes good care of me! Bought my cheongsam from TANGS as well, I love it more than the green one because it is so comfy and not tight lel. Thursday, with my best mate Mei at Tsujiri where we had bomb hojicha green tea ice cream. Love it! A lil while after that we went to Texas Chicken for a quick bite. I probably did doubt the size of the wrap but it ended up kinda filling so naise. Friday at work was like having to do CNY decorations and a chill talking session. I also baked some lemon cake for the first time and it was lovely! Yay to new bakes and experiments! I hope that this year I will be able to gain more experience and knowledge as I grow. I never forget that I am blessed and extremely grateful for everything that I have. Loving my life and family each day. 

Vicky and Felice yazzz

Des :D

:D

CLEO x FIRESTATION

Just yesterday afternoon, I drove myself to an exclusive event held and sponsored by CLEO at Firestation.fit located at Plaza Mont Kiara. To be honest, by judging the place on google, it looked really dodgy. It was an old building after all. However the centre looked so classy and flaired. I was estatic and excited to be joining a class which would give me an entire new experience. Their classes for the day were "Strike" and "Ride." Each was held for about 25 minutes excluding the warm up/ cool down session which were a nice addition really. Here is the whole group picture of it. I was also pleasantly surprised to receive a water bottle, tattoo, lunch box ( almond pate sushi nori roll w/ some salad greens on the side ) as well with a bottle of plain water. The instructors were extremely friendly and motivating. They were nice and personal with us ahaha which I actually find it rare compared to the gym I normally go to. Where I eventually pushed myself to go anyway, definitely feeling the ache tonight and tomorrow. I would have to say though, I absolutely enjoyed the strike class. My hands got so numb and shaky a while after that goodness. 

Thank you CLEO x FIRESTATION 

Strike class setting

This was located on the wall, cool addition to the club

Ride class setting

There's me, right after the class. This session hurt me more than the previous one. 

Made a new lovely friend, Kira! :)

Just some random pictures with my siblings, neighbours and I when I was younger.

My face was showing my disgust of touching cheese.

Meh. A lot of things have changed for sure.

Perspective

I am a real hypocrite when it comes to this topic. In the past, I would visualize and have the worst kind of expectations. Little did I know at that time, is what you think, it will happen. Let's say all these negative thoughts poison your mind. Even the tiniest little bit. These kind of issues or problems would majorly have an impact on your perspective in life. Generally, it would lead to an unhappy life. More to that, I am not saying that all negative thoughts can be bad, some of them are good for reflecting on our values and mistakes so that we do not repeat them again. Even so, if I were to list out all the different kinds of matters of the world, there wouldn't be any in today's world. Everyone really has to look out for themselves. It even made me think twice if I could handle something more. Family is my ultimate priority. Known to the fact that making a living and earning are completely challenging tasks day-in day-out. To even say that I will never forget the sacrifises my parents has made for my siblings and I is simply just a saying. I always made myself known and remembered to take really really good care of them. In today's setting, no money = no talk. There's the reality. I have been raised and brought up to have a certain standard of living. And I am sure my parents and family would love that. Even now it is not even about the paycheck or salary. It truly is about building your lifestyle where four major components fall in, which is love, career, values, and health. To look into it into a deeper level, you would actually be able to recognize how important those sets are. Mini subsets lie in there. For my story, I am actually really grateful for my past even though it was fucking shit. But it made me who I am today. I chose to focus in the now and future. Nevertheless, some of those bad moments would cross my mind. This is where perspective falls in. It all depends how you handle it. Take control of life. Do what you must for the better. Use it as a source of motivation to become who you really are. Which is why I am here now like this. If anyone is actually reading this, take heed what I have said, everything does get better with time. You just do you and slowly the puzzle pieces will assemble in the right places. I realized that I cannot accept negativity. I am so positive to the fact I just say it straight out. The best way is to analyze the facts and reality checks. If it does follow up, there is nothing to worry about. I believe that humans are constanly changing and are unique in their own way. If someone chooses to change, one should let them be. It is for who they really want to be. All in all, I hope to remain positive and strong. This is because I have to. For myself and my loved ones. Thank you for everything as well. 

Some Days

I absolutely love listening to the Maine. "Some days just taste like lemonade." Oh they used to teach me bout life. Seriously, their lyrics have meanings and are just one of a kind. I don't get how they're so freaking underrated. But better than having them go mainstream right? However, I would love to go to this kind of indie band rock music. It would be so sick and awesome. Even then I would try to put on some cat eyeliner, denim shorts and tank tops with body paint and tatts. That's how far I would go. Anyway, first day of the new year kicked off pretty well. Spent time with mom the whole day at Sunway Pyramid. Just shopping. And man, did I get a plenty, mom and I were on a roll. Like sushi with condiments inside. It was pretty good being able to spend time with her. I know she loves me so much, and all I want to do is make her happy and proud. As well with my dad. It may be too soon to say or promise such things but I really want to take good care of them when I am older (per say now but I can't even take care of myself #gettingthere) but yes. I do. Together we shopped at Asian Avenue, JD, Nose, Daphne and some jewellery shops. Gosh, I love JD's music playlist, it makes me so hyped! Got a pair of Adidas gym shorts for fifty bucks. I am in love oh my. Such a steal I couldn't believe my eyes goodness. Besides, purchased two bags, one of them was for my birthday present. I really can't express my joy ahahha I know I am absolutely blessed and lucky. I am just glad that they weren't sky high baller expensive but just a nice investment! At Guardian, mom and I bought lipbalms. Mine was a minty one and hers was a peach glossy one. During some parts of shopping, we took breaks to chill out and rest our feet. The thing about Sunway Pyramid is that there are tons of walking to do, and especially today there were so many people! First was McD and the next was Home Kopitiam. It was so good to be able to chill there. I am very lucky to have this mother daughter relationship. I know I am. After that, we takeaway dinner for fam and ate at home. As for tomorrow, I am required to go back to work for a meeting. Ah lovely start to the new year. I promise to be good, well and healthy this year. I have also started to watch the new korean drama "Goblin." I am in love with that John Mayer look-alike. He is so dreamy. 

New Year's Resolutions

So what I have learnt from the year of 2016? I learnt that I have to be independent and mature. Time is passing really fast and reality will just knock on you. Maybe last time I have been dreaming way too much. I really have struggled this year, making choices and decisions that will have a huge impact on my life. Especially handling my own savings, time and transport. I believe that my family will continue to support me in whatever I do. Up till now, I also believe that they know what I am capable of and are happy of my progress now. Another lesson was to move the hell on even though it hurts like shit. Heartbreaks and false hopes. I was in that well for awhile but I guess I sucked in my breath for too long to wait any longer. I hope I will get treated right this time. Then again, not hoping and expecting ahah. I continue to grow and develop a sense of autonomy, independence and self-awareness of myself. Throughout these few months, I guess I ventured even harder into fitness and lifestyle diet choices. Funny how pain can challenge your emotions and goals. I have you to thank for that because I have never felt any better. I am so proud of myself getting here on my own. It is all about the mentality right? I learned to appreaciate my family members and friends. Even though I do not spend as much time with them, I know for sure they feel loved by me. It does not even matter whether I looked silly or idiotic but there I am cracking jokes and all. Guess my confidence just got higher. As for education and work, I love it. I am enjoying each moment of it even though it may get a little bit stressful but as long as I work hard, study smart, I am sure I will be able to get to where I want to be. So many more things that I have learned but there wouldn't be a point to list it all out. Anyway, thank you so much for being such an eventful year. Many things have changed and I do not have any regrets. In addition to that, resolutions this year remain unchanged. Sounds dull right but I wish for everyone happiness. To take care of their health and well-being. The best of wealth. Safety at all times. I will continue to work hard in my course and also gain a deeper level of experience in my workplace setting. The main goal is for me to be happy. I want to be able to prove to them that I really can do this. And I have, will. Happy New Year's Eve! 

Throwback

Second last day to the new year. I am thinking of my past resolutions which were pretty much fulfilled. It suddenly struck to me that I am getting older. Next month I will be turning 21 years old. Which is crazy. But I would want to move forward, I have to let go of those bad events in my past. I will welcome the year of 2017 happily. As of now, I'm listening to Taylor Swift because she really gives you all the feels. I plan to scrapbook and read a lil later today. Gym is also on the schedule which reminds me that I have to cancel the membership in February. So much for an investment sigh. At least I now know better, overall, a great experience and showers are great. I guess I would need to work out independantly and consistently like last time. I learned to love running, using weights and give no shits bout anyone around me there. Used to think that strangers would judge how I look but I learned to give zero eye contact. The other point of this gym membership was to meet new people but I never did. Never have I ever joined a class either. It is never too late but meh my problem to begin with. Honestly, I feel that I just gotta maintain. Now I weigh bout 51.3 kg. Body goals are still out of my reach, but I'll progress eventually. I think I need to invest in a new yoga mat. Mine is so dirty gosh. Moving on to something else, I went shopping in OU yesterday. I guess you can say I have spent alot. It's my own money anyway and I am in love with the things I bought! I'm like the Bershka and H & M girl. Cotton on and Forever 21 is just so cheap. Like material and price wise is not worth it. Overall, I have two pairs of new shoes, six long sleeved sweaters/hoodies, a new pair of jeggings plus two of my mom's one, shorts and yeah. It doesn't sound much but damn it cost me quite a bit. I never really thought bout the CNY feel but more towards the investment long term ship. That's all for now. I really really really did consider piercing my ears but I'm a scared lil loser. Bye. 

Chill

Today was pretty much chill, had home-cooked curry with rice for dinner and too much of sugary sweets like chocolates and melted peanut bars. Other than that, I finished watching the japanese drama recommended by friend. It was really nice, cried a lil in the second last episode. I gotta say it was like a total distraction for me. Like I completely spent my time completing the series and within two days finished! Soon enough I will have to make lists and plans. Which is why I want to go out tomorrow and complete my tasks.

• carry-on bag
• piercings (two)
• gym bottoms
• ipad cover
• shoes

Lala

Looks can be really deceiving. Well, especially when it comes to food cuz yesterday night my parents and I went to try out this thai street food at SS17 and the following morning, all of us had diarrhea lmao. It was that bad. Guess now you can imagine how unhygenic the place is. I didn't realize that it had affected my whole family. No more green curry goodness from there anymore ah well. Mhm, so today was a pretty good day out shopping and filled with laughters. Recently I have watched Rogue One "Star Wars Triology" sorta and just today "Assasin's Creed." Both of it was alright, I really didn't have much expectations but I really enjoyed the action part. Definitely memorable though. So when it came to shopping, I purchased a new pair of flats from Padini because the sole of my heels broke. What nonsense, it was Havaianians! Besides, I also purchased a hoodie from H & M. I'm in love with comfortable long sleeved shirts and jackets. To be honest, I just need a few more tops and then I am good to go. Lately I have also been working out! It makes me so happy. Being able to reach my fitness goals is a source of my happiness. Moreover, I am so grateful to be able to receive a book as a christmas present :) all is well. I love my family and friends so very much. Will continue watching this J-Drama "Proposal Daisakusen" recommended by a friend! Soundcloud is my official stop for dreamworld. I still need to get a new iPad, phone cover as well with some more shopping to do. I will take my mom out more often. I will spend time and support kokobean too. I will help dad out whenever. I failed miserably at getting piercings today as well. Just by looking at the catalogue of the different parts of the ears freaked me out already. Definitely need to....have more courage. That is all.

Remains

In the year of 2016, I am very fortunate to be in this kindergarten as training was provided. Like outsource kind of training such as CPR and AED basic life support. So here is my super duper stressed face because that is actually my resting face lmao. I don't know why I looked so strict but I guess I was really serious when the instructor guided us throughout. I loved the session and experience. Not only am I more confident about that practice but I have gained extra knowledge on this. It's really really important for me especially. The license however I have yet to receive and it is required to be renewed every two years. So yeah. Cool. 

I named my dummy Marco. Heh.

Legit.

Ending with the big bang <3 :) 

I was honestly very suprised to have received these from my children, I had zero expectations and it was really the thought that counts. Extremely thankful and appreaciated. 

Purchased cruelty-free and vegan makeup from BHCosmetics and Colourpop and Wet & Wild. Now I have no reason to purchase anymore because these are loads. LOL. So worth it too btw. 

The concert setting; this picture lies btw. It looks better when you see it lel. 

Made a new friend, Jasmine! Luvvvvvvv :)

Also did something really spontaneous, like going for a mani pedi w/ Niki

@Bubblegumnail ; they did a fantastic job. Gel nail is superb my gawd

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My best baes.

Yenz <3

Mei <3 

This was probably the best event that happened in the year of 2016 (my life)

LINEUP

The 1975

TWO DOOR CINEMA CLUB

MARK RONSON

DISCLOSURE

TEMPER TRAP

ANGUS AND JULIA STONE

(& others which I was not really impressed by oops bye)