Well

I know what I said before, but I just couldn't take it any longer. I deleted a few blog posts because it still hurts. Being honest here, I haven't really had a good day. So many bottled up feelings and pretending. You can say I'm irrational. I'm so fickle-minded when it comes to making choices. It partly has got to do with my feelings. And my feelings are messed up. I tried to pick myself up today but I couldn't. Time has gotta step it up for me. I'm moving on man. Shitless tired of all this bull.